I'm really not trying to make this some type of self pity, give me a spot to write down how much I hate my life, kinda thing.
I promise!
It's just, thats pretty much my life lately.
Good thing nobody reads this.
On Friday, I'm flying to Washington.
I was really, really happy and excited about it, until a few hours ago, when I realised how stupid I was to think I could fly to Washington by myself, without any set plans, and see myself surviving a 5 day weekend. Not happening.
The past few days haven't been all that great either.
(God this post is so negative and terrible and I hate it already)
Dumb boys made me angry and upset and frustrated, it's really not a great feeling to be ditched by someone, and I hope I never make anyone else feel that way (except for I think I just did..)
Life has just been really frustrating for me lately.
My grades are still down in the dumps, as well as my mood pretty much all the time.
My friends don't like me anymore, and there's a moron out to turn every remaining friend I have against me.
I just wish my life would rid itself of all this dumb drama.
I don't want it!
I really, really don't!
This weekend was supposed to be an escape, but for some reason, I don't know how effective it will be.
I can't explain it, I just feel like I want a fresh start.
I'm overwhelmed with everything around me.
This isn't a good feeling.
But alas, at this point, there's not really all that much I can do about it..
Here are a few things I've stumbled upon recently; I think they're all incredible.
"The darkest hour is just before the dawn..."
ReplyDeletePlease keep your head up. You are an amazing person. Any idiot who talks about you behind your back isn't worth a second of your time. You don't know who this is and that's the point. Just know that I will be here for you...