Thoughts & Realizations

Today, after reading several other blogs I came across, I realised how childish and immature my blog really is. Im a bit disappointed in all honesty. Looking through so many blogs, so many people's posts are so thought provoking, and deep and are so well written. Then I look back at my blog, and it makes me feel so shallow. There's nothing remotely interesting that anyone would really want to read, its all about random things that happen to me. I feel as though my blog needs a makeover, but in order for that to happen, it would need a new narrator as well. Neither of those are about to happen considering Im not about to turn into a metaphorical genius, but Im also not going to put my blog into another's hands. Shit happens. If you still wanna read my blog, then thats awesome! If not, I'll get over it and live.

dying.... D:

okay so im lying in bed, dying due to some spur of the moment disease or something and its really no fun at all.. i feel like i should go watch the austin powers movies i recorded! but cant/dont want to get up, which poses an issue.. /: i should really get started on the homework i didnt do yesterday, and im hoping this doesnt last until the weekend.. ): peace

alrightyy :)

soo a lot of stuff has been happening lately, first off, my birthday passed last friday! whoop whoop! i am now 16 bitches!!!!!!!! (: second, i went to the beach over the weekend which was really fun cause i really love it! (: 3rd, a few weeks ago i went to a midnight showing of rocky picture show! it was amazing!! if you dont know what it is, basically, its at this sketchy movie theatre called flippers, every other saturday night and they screen the cult classic from the 60's (with tim curry and susan sarandon) and actors re-enact the film on stage while people yell out random shit and throw stuff! its really exciting, and people get super into it, some get all dressed up, (like me and my friends did in the pictures) and its basically just a really fun experience! anyway, my friend alana and i have been obsessed with the movie, way before we even went to the showing, so we decided it would be cool to be part of the cast! (aka, the actors who re-enact the characters on stage) so we talked to the casting director who said, well first come to the next shows, get used to the feel of it, watch the actors and in a few shows we'll put you in.. anyway, last saturday, which would be our second show, i get a call at around 7 from one of the actors and he say: "a lot of our actors cant come today, so we need you to act tonight" obvs, i got really excited, but was scared as well cause i mean, neither of us knew all the lines or anything like that, but he said it was alright, and having someone who knew something was better than someone who knew nothing! so, obvs, we went for it! of course, i got up there, and when my part finally arrived i was soo scared! seriously, i was shaking, and both of us felt like we fucked up the whole thing, but it was deff a cool experience and i cant wait to try it again! oh, and i got molested by the guy who played my "love interest" in the movie, i swear the guy was like, 40 and i had to stradle him for some dumb scene, and obvs on our first night, half of our school decided to show up for the midnight showing! >.< haha whateverrr besides that, ive got a crap load of homework that i keep putting off due to my extreme procrastination skills, i feel like shit, im all stuffy and icky, and my friend carlys' brothers barmie is this saturday.. way to miss homecoming.. /: oh well, i hope itll be fun.. i gotta go do stupid crap for english class, but ill post again soon! <3